“When he saw the crowds, he had compassion on them, because they were harassed and helpless…” – Matthew 9:36
There is an old saying. It says, “You can only hurt the ones you love.” This means that when someone you care about betrays you, that hurts. You trusted them to stand by you, no matter what. You value their opinions and their input, precisely because you know them, and they know you. Their knowledge of who you are and your shared ideas, experiences, and values, makes their opinions matter. The deeper the bond, the deeper the relationship, the more important their opinion of you becomes.
Why do the opinions of those who do not know you matter? They do not. They never will. Unless they become close to you on a personal level, the opinions of strangers are irrelevant. The bond of relationship is the source of the value of one’s input in your life.
You MUST completely disregard the opinions of strangers. Of course, everyone likes compliments and positive feedback. Does this imply that you must also disregard the positive remarks that are made by strangers? Yes.
You must not look to the opinions of strangers for validation. Whether that validation be negative or positive, you must not look to the opinions of strangers for validation. The motives of strangers can be pure, but you know that the motives of strangers can be completely corrupt. Why then would you accept the input of a stranger as having such high value? Even if that input is positive, you cannot trust the motivations of that stranger for making that positive remark. Why would you trust a stranger to have your best interest in mind? You cannot know what some anonymous individual really believes or why they are saying what they are saying.
If you find that you highly value the input of anonymous posters on social media, you should carefully consider why the opinions of strangers is so important to you. You must consider if your reaction to their statements is a symptom of how you see yourself. If that is true, you must consider what actions you could take to change the way you see yourself.
This process can be extremely difficult. You may discover something about yourself that you never wanted to know. You may discover that you are very weak. This is not something we want to see in ourselves. But once you are able to see it, and admit it, you are in a very good place. You cannot begin to build yourself up until you realize that you need to do so. You cannot correct an issue that you cannot see. And you will not begin the work of correcting your deficiency unless you are willing to admit that you are wrong.
All this implies that you are at fault. I do not want you to feel that you are at “fault”. What I want you to see is that although you may be weak, you have the power to change that. You are in complete control of how you see yourself. By focusing on your weakness, you can begin to build your self-confidence and your sense of personal value to a point where the opinions of others will not matter. You are your own source of validation. The opinions of others, good or bad, simply will not matter.
You will not need the input of others to determine your personal value. You will already know your value. In fact, even if you know that your value might be low, knowing the reason for that level of value, and knowing that you are taking the right steps to improve your value, will empower you to stand with confidence in whatever position you may currently find yourself. The knowledge of who you are and what you are doing to make that better will infuse you with a sense of power that no one can touch.
Is that something you want?
Here are some very important steps you can take to begin the work of building yourself into your own source of validation:
- Work – Forge your value by the work of your hands
- Contribution – Illustrate your value by your contribution
- Experience – Let failure and success be your personal mentors
- Health – Food and activity will make or break you
- Religion – If you were the only human alive, God would still have given his all
These are not given in any special order. You could execute them one at a time, or simultaneously in small amounts. You may not need them all, but the more you do, the better the results. If you want more, then do more. Just accomplishing a tiny amount in every category will have exponential results.
I will focus on each of these points in subsequent posts. You will see how doing these things will build you into someone who does not need the validation of someone else. Your value will become self-evident. You will be an island of strength and an example to your peers. Others will look up to you. You will completely overhaul the way you see yourself, and the way others see you. In fact, you will see your whole life improve in ways you never thought possible.
But before you do anything, you must do one thing. Admit to yourself that, whatever your current value, even if you think it is very low, you are worth the effort. Even the tiniest amount of value is worth the effort to increase that value.
Do you think you have any value at all? If you really believe that, and you are willing to verbally admit that to yourself, then you are ready to move on.
-Sisyphus